This school makes me feel mediocre. I just got waitlisted for the single program I applied to next fall. Meanwhile, one of my closest friends can't decide between three programs, one of which is practically the best in the country. I don't want to be jealous, but I'm overwhelmed with work, school, and an extracurricular and still don't feel like I'm doing enough. Oh yeah, and I'm a senior. I'm supposed to be having an awesome year.