I'm doing TERRIBLY in classes. I mean, I'm trying, I really am... but definitely not as much as I could be trying. I just have no motivation. I've never been so unmotivated in my life. I loved this school before. But right now, I just want to go home and never come back here. I've never felt so inadequate in my life. I used to be on top of the world. Perfect grades, perfect social life, perfect extracurriculars, perfect relationship... I just don't understand how things can turn so quickly.