It's so funny. I read all these posts on here from fellow lesbians who say they want true love but are afraid to come out-and I know I am one of them too. It sucks to want love so badly in your life but you can't even connect to these potential relationships because they don't know about you and you don't know about them. I think I need to go to the LGBT group to actually find a relationship but the sad thing is that I am so self-conscious I am afraid of what lesbians will think of me, because I am so far from perfect. And I am afraid of what people would think of me, like what if someone saw me entering or leaving that building below the Outpost? I think I would just die.