i am scared i'm in love with someone who will never love me back. i would probably do anything for this person. which makes me hate myself because they treated me like ...i was nothing. which made me think i was nothing. but i dont know whether to be thankful for it or not because i tried to overcome the nothingness with so many things and so many passions and so many friends, and now i am so happy. and i never would've been this happy. the only thing i am missing is this person. why does it have to be this way? i feel like there are so few people who i could potentially have these feelings for. why does the one person i've ever felt this way about, not feel the same way about me? maybe its a lesson we all have to learn. though i dont know what that lesson is...that life isn't fair? because i definitely already knew that.